Diary of Sissy Lexii: 2

August 25, 2025

 

This week’s post is all about my recent week of forced dick sucking.  Mistress forced and blackmailed me to suck or fuck 6 guys this past week.  I put up a fight at first because it was so many men for my first week of meeting up with men.  But of course, after trying and failing to change her mind, I ended up submitting to her and saying that I would do all of the dick sucking she wanted me to do.  I had to suck a cock every day from Tuesday to Sunday and if I didn’t, she said that the punishment would be a $100 fee for every cock not sucked and a VERY humiliating and intense public humiliation task such as dressing full fem at the store and walking around the block full fem.

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Starting my first cock sucking meetup on Tuesday night, I had to drive 45 minutes to meet the guy because I was so desperate to suck a cock so I wouldn’t be punished.  I arrived at his house, and we went into his bedroom where I got on his bed with him and we cuddled for like 15 minutes (mistress forced me to cuddle with him).  He then told me to move my head down to his crotch and begin sucking his dick like the slut I was.  I sucked his cock for 5 to 6 minutes and then he bent me over the bed and fucked me hard and called me all types of names like slut, whore, and bitch.  I have never felt so humiliated in my entire life 😭.  I’ll admit for the first man I had to sexually pleasure it was very difficult for me and at times I was tempted to just tell him I wasn’t into it.  However, I knew that as a sissy/tranny sex slave I knew that I had no choice to pleasure him, and my job was to be sexy and a little slut for him and help him release his cum and sexually please him.

After Tuesday I had to suck cock every day for the rest of the week.  By the end of the week, I felt so humiliated and like a sissy slut for men.  I also slowly started to feel more comfortable being slutty for men in bed and sexually pleasing them.  Admittedly, I’ve always been more attracted to women than real men, but mistress says that this is my life now and I will need to learn to like being with men and pleasing them sexually 😭😭.

Mistress has also told me that every week till the end of the year I need to suck or fuck at least 2 men every week.  She reminded me that I have no choice in this and that the blackmail she has on me that could ruin me. She also told me that by the end of the year I will have to suck or fuck at least 100 men which means that even 2 men a week likely won’t be enough to meet her cock sucking quota.  OMFG She is literally turning me into her whore 😭.  This is certainly not how I expected the rest of the year and really life to go but it’s not like I have much of a choice in this.  I am truly her slave now and I will be for a very long time.  I hope you all like this week’s update 😘!

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