Hi everyone! 😘This diary update is going to be about my forced cock sucking weekend in Pittsburgh and the continued process if turning me into a slut whore for my mistress. I have learned that as a tranny sissy slut I will never get to feel or touch breasts or feel a tight pussy around my pathetic clitty. Instead, I’ll get to feel my own breasts and eventually even my own vagina and I’ll be destined for a life of suck and fucking cock and taking cum like a sissy slut.
The hotel task was very tough for me since I would have to suck or fuck 15 men between Friday night and Monday morning. Another part of this task was that the entire weekend at the hotel I was not allowed to wear any disgusting man clothes. Instead, I was only allowed to wear skirts even when going out of the hotel and walking around. This entire trip I was only allowed to be dressed full femme 24/7. This was just a tasted of my future life as a tranny. Mistress told me that this was just another task to break me mentally to become more submissive to men and my destiny as a tranny. My job and purpose on this trip was to pleasure men orally or anally and take their cum. This cock sucking task in the end truly broke me and honestly made me start to like taking cock and pleasing men.
I got to the hotel in Pittsburgh on Friday night around 9. Of course, for my check-in Mistress forced me to wear an extra short mini skirt and pink girly top.
It was SO HUMILIATING checking in looking like a whore. I wasn’t used to any of this and so this was all hard for me to do and dress like this in public, but I knew that I had no choice in any of this, so I kept pushing through all of it. After checking in and getting everything organized in my hotel room by like 10 pm that night I immediately started looking for cock to suck. Within an hour of checking in I had already sucked 1 cock and swallowed his cum like a good tranny girl.
On Saturday morning around like 9:30 I started to look for cock right away to reach that goal mistress had set for me. I was desperate for cock to suck and fuck and meet that cock quota because Mistress Lucy said that if I didn’t reach it the consequences would be severe both financially and in extremely humiliating tasks. By like 11 I found my first cock to suck at my hotel. He came over and he started making out with my and kissing me and pushing his tongue into my mouth and so I was forced to do the same as a good submissive sissy tranny girl. Eventually we went over to my bed, and he bent me over the edge and started to tongue my ass. I will admit I was scared of this because I didn’t know how it would feel, and I thought that as a good sissy I should be the one eating his ass, but it felt SO GOOD. In that moment I seriously felt my clitty twitch even though I was in chastity. He then spanked me with a leather paddle I brought with me to the hotel for a minute or two. It was so HUMILIATING being spanked by a real man for the first time. He then laid down on the bed and I got between his legs and began sucking and stroking his cock like a good sissy slut. Eventually he orgasmed in my mouth and I swallowed his entire cum load. After he orgasmed, he left, and I started looking for my next cocks to suck. The next guy I met wanted me to suck him and then he would fuck me. His cock was pretty big probably around 6 to 7 inches long so I was already scared of how much it would hurt. I forgot to ask him to put on a condom right away so for like a minute of him fucking me I took him raw like an absolute SLUT WHORE. The next couple guys wanted me to both suck and fuck. I felt like an absolute loser whore after all these cocks. By the end of Saturday, I sucked and fucked 6 guys.
Sunday was more of the same with me starting to look for cock right away by 10 in the morning. I met 7 guys by Sunday night. Throughout the day I was sucking and being fucked and getting spanked and fisted. I was truly thinking about having sex with men 24/7 all weekend. I can’t believe that back in January of 2025 I still thought I was going to just have a boring life and just remain single probably. But now I’m being forced to have sex with 100 MEN OMFG. I finally reached 15 cocks by Sunday night and felt so happy and humiliated that I had met so many men and had sex all weekend with men OMG.
At the beginning of Mistress blackmailing me I never thought I would actually start to like cock. I’ve never really loved cock and men I just always like jerking off to forced bi videos and maybe some forced gay BDSM videos. But now I’m actually starting to like sucking cock and being fucked like a tranny sissy slut. I’m literally being forced into loving cock and men. Mistress is forcing me to get addicted to having sex with men, this way I’ll never want to have sex with a woman (not like I could in the first place lmfaoooo). I hope you all enjoyed this extra LONG diary update!! I’ll see you all in one week when I write about my forced exposure to my family and full femme at work now.
XOXO LEXII
 