This blog is meant to be a diary of my forced sissification/transition into a full girl slut slave for men and my owner/mistress. I will be posting weekly updates on here about my continued feminization and transition into the little girly slut my mistress wants me to be. The process my owner and blackmailer is putting me through to become a girl will be brutal and no mercy will be shown. I am already regretting my request to be forced to become a girl, but I’m already fucked with how much material she has on me and is blackmailing me with. However, I know I deserve all of this. I was never a real man with my tiny clit and fem/high voice. I’ve always been submissive, and a bitch and I know I don’t deserve to stay as a “man”. I know I deserve to grow breast and lose my balls and be a girly slut slave for my mistress. This all started when I decided to message Mistress Lucy Skye in February 2025. I asked her if I could be blackmailed and forced to become a sissy and to transition to a full girl and forced to eventually get full gender reassignment surgery. Unfortunately for me she agreed to blackmail me and sent me a contract to sign for the next 10 plus years to be her slave and forced to become a girl. I am also being forced to become a sex slave and slut for my owner. My entire life is changing and there’s nothing I can do to stop it OMGGGG.
I have already been forced to start hormone replacement therapy or HRT. I started it back in June 2025 and am now on Estrogen and Spironolactone. This was a hard step for me because of how permanent and irreversible it would be and so mistress had to remind me how much blackmail material she had on me. I tried to fight her at first about getting HRT but in the end it was useless. I of course had no choice but to go into the clinic and get a prescription for my girly hormones and testosterone blockers. It was SO humiliating knowing that I was officially not just a sissy but a trans girl for my mistress.
Next in June and July mistress quickly forced me to get girly/fem piercings to be permanently marked and pierced for her and to remind me of my destiny to be her trans girl slave/sissy slave. I first got ear piercings with some cute pink jewelry and some heart shaped jewelry to wear eventually. My second piercing was a belly piercing with some cute dangling jewelry. Finally, my third piercings were my nipples. This was probably the most humiliating and the most painful. This was humiliating because it just felt like something so intimate on me, my nipples, were being permanently changed for my mistress.
Throughout the past 3 months mistress has also been rapidly forcing me to change my wardrobe to the point to where I only have panties and pink socks now 😭. I truly had no idea how fast my forced feminization and transition would happen. I fought her on some of this because I didn’t want to have to wear fem clothing out in public since I am a very shy sissy/trans girl slave but of course I have no choice in any of this. I am now wearing bras, panties, and girly socks 24/7. I am also of course in chastity 24/7 with no chance of ever orgasming again outside of my little pink chastity cage.
This week mistress told me that I will also soon (probably within the next month or two) have to start wearing skirts and blouses and totally femme clothing in public and out shopping 😭😭. This is going to be so hard for me to do, and I’ve already tried to beg and plead not to be forced to do this but in the end, I truly have NO say in any of this. She has even implemented a new rule where I can’t even say “no” to her. Every time I say that I am punished both financially and in humiliating tasks. I’m only allowed to now say “Yes Mistress” and “Thank you Mistress”. Mistress has told me that my feminization will be total and complete with her goal being that I won’t even remember what my male life was like.
